My head hurts and I haven't felt like writing anything lately. You thought i'd let you know that i'm still alive :]
Kisses
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Soul-mate
Do you believe in soul-mates? I do. And I don't think that you can always find your soul-mate because they may live abroad, or they may already be gone, or somebody accidentally took your soul-mate before you did. And that means that there could be allot of people without soul-mates everywhere. I don't think that you'll know when you find your soul-mate before it's to late. And... Some people never find their soul-mates and some people have more then one. But all in all, I think everybody has at least one.
I have a soul-mate. She's my cousin and I love her more then life. I honestly don't know what i would do without her. She really helped me through a really rough time in my life when I didn't want anything more then to just disappear.
Have you ever felt like just disappear? Yeah, I think almost everybody have felt that way sometime. And I think it's a natural part of life. I can still feel like disappearing some times. But then I think to myself and realice that there are people around me that I love who love me too and they would be really sad and hurt if I disappeared. I wouldn't want to hurt them.
So, think twice before you do something that you really wouldn't want to do.
Kisses
I have a soul-mate. She's my cousin and I love her more then life. I honestly don't know what i would do without her. She really helped me through a really rough time in my life when I didn't want anything more then to just disappear.
Have you ever felt like just disappear? Yeah, I think almost everybody have felt that way sometime. And I think it's a natural part of life. I can still feel like disappearing some times. But then I think to myself and realice that there are people around me that I love who love me too and they would be really sad and hurt if I disappeared. I wouldn't want to hurt them.
So, think twice before you do something that you really wouldn't want to do.
Kisses
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Relationships
(6.40pm) Hey everybody. Can somebody tell me why it's so hard with relationships? I don't know but my boyfriend practically lives here. And i don't want to feel this way but I'm really starting to get pissed of at everything he does. It's really sad if you ask me, because I really love him and I don't want to get tired of him and we'd brake up because of that. So we've decided that he should spend some more time at his place so that we can get some space and just do what ever we like.
Anyhow... I just wanted to get it down and just get it of my chest. I know you're not suppose to talk about your ex with you partner so I'm just going to do that here instated. One of my exes lived like 2h away from where I live and he felt that it took to much time to travel so he asked my parents if it was alright for him to stay with us. And they said okay. So, we were together for like 5 months and then I went abroad for 2 weeks and when I came back, he was like, a hole different person. I had no idea what happened. And like 1½ months later we broke up. And I don't really know why. And this was like... 2 years ago. And I still don't know why we broke up. And if I guess I'd say that we weren't apart so much so when I went abroad, the love died. Or, my other theory, because here's the thing. When my ex broke up with me, he said "I want to be my own". And like, 2 weeks after we broke up, he was fooling around with another girl, so my theory is that he'd already been with here for those 1½ months and they had a fling when I was abroad. I'm just saying it could be a possibility, I don't know if that's the deal but, it makes it easier to forget about him.
So yeah, I know that you'll get tired of each other if you're together to much.
Anyway, desire is an understated feeling, and who doesn't like the feeling when you've been away from your partner a longer time and then get to see them again? I know I really like that feeling.
Kisses! (7.05pm)
Anyhow... I just wanted to get it down and just get it of my chest. I know you're not suppose to talk about your ex with you partner so I'm just going to do that here instated. One of my exes lived like 2h away from where I live and he felt that it took to much time to travel so he asked my parents if it was alright for him to stay with us. And they said okay. So, we were together for like 5 months and then I went abroad for 2 weeks and when I came back, he was like, a hole different person. I had no idea what happened. And like 1½ months later we broke up. And I don't really know why. And this was like... 2 years ago. And I still don't know why we broke up. And if I guess I'd say that we weren't apart so much so when I went abroad, the love died. Or, my other theory, because here's the thing. When my ex broke up with me, he said "I want to be my own". And like, 2 weeks after we broke up, he was fooling around with another girl, so my theory is that he'd already been with here for those 1½ months and they had a fling when I was abroad. I'm just saying it could be a possibility, I don't know if that's the deal but, it makes it easier to forget about him.
So yeah, I know that you'll get tired of each other if you're together to much.
Anyway, desire is an understated feeling, and who doesn't like the feeling when you've been away from your partner a longer time and then get to see them again? I know I really like that feeling.
Kisses! (7.05pm)
New pictures :D
So, i was out shoveling snow on my driveway. and... I really hope it stops snowing soon. I hate shoveling snow u_u
My brother would say that it's him doing all the work but he's using a snow thrower thingy and he just has to walk behind it. And I had to brush the snow of mom and dads car! And I'm kinda short (163 cm/5.3ft) so i can't really reach up on the roof of the car. Sometimes I really hate being short <_< but anyway.
I, like every other girl, like tall guys. And then i don't mean like, a bit taller then me I mean like a guy who's 6.3ft or something like that.
"What kind of homosexual sucks penis? That's dumb"
Anyway... (4.30pm) I took a coffee and a oats ball and watched some Olympic Games. I don't know what else to write...
Kisses
Saturday, February 20, 2010
What's on your mind?
(10.50 pm) okay, this has been a bloging day. I just feel like writing down everything. Or, i actually feel like sitting down and talk to the world. But as allot of you might know, that's kind of hard. Especially when you have an annoying little brother and a boyfriend that has grown roots in your room.
Well i have Swifty so I'm good. He's really amazing, neither my brother or my boyfriend like him, I really wonder why because I think he's really funny. And, he's so... I don't know... He's not really cute but not extremely hot either, he's like... Not that guy you want to be friends with because he's so awesome but not that cute that you'd want to date him hand he's not that guy every girl run after and just drool on. Because he isn't that hot. He's just amazing. I don't really know how to describe him really. Any how, there's a link at the bottom of the post to a awesome video he's made and he's just... I could watch that video a 1000 times because he's so sexy :3
Okay, yes. I like him, do you have a problem?
Another thing is D'Nash. You remember them? Well I guess you'd only remember them if you live in Europe and are interested in the Eurovision Song Contest. They represented Spain in 2007 with "I love you mi vida" I've just recently started listening to them and I realized that they've done a cover on a Swedish song called "Amanda". And I wasn't a really big fan of the original song, but D'Nash's version of "Amanda" is so fucking good. I could listen to it all day! I just feel so happy when I listen to it. And, seince there's a Swedish version i know what they're singing about. Yeah i forgot to tell you right...? All of D'Nash's songs are in Spaninsh. And I have a thing for Spanish... You could blame a friend of mine for that. Lolz, I think He knows who I'm talking about :D Love you.
Ehm... So any ways... Damn I've been writing allot haven't I? And... I could write the hole night... Time... 11.00 pm.
I have to beg your pardon... Because all I can think about right now is Mat... if you'd feel like checking him out there's links to both his YouTube account at the bottom of the post.
Have you ever fallen in love with a... say a Artist or a actor/actress? I know I have. I'm not going to name any names because I know allot of you will judge me because of who i was in love with and I don't feel like being judged because of something so ridiculous. You could ask me, but don't be so sure I'd give you an honest answer.
It's just me to fall for every guy I see. Take Mat for example. I really like him. And, if I'd ever get the chance... Nevermind... xD
Have you ever fallen in love with a... say a Artist or a actor/actress? I know I have. I'm not going to name any names because I know allot of you will judge me because of who i was in love with and I don't feel like being judged because of something so ridiculous. You could ask me, but don't be so sure I'd give you an honest answer.
It's just me to fall for every guy I see. Take Mat for example. I really like him. And, if I'd ever get the chance... Nevermind... xD
Okay, I'm really tired and I don't want to make such a long post.
Take care everybody. Love you! (11.30 pm)
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