Fat, Friends and Computers

Whoppie!
My little brother and a guy who i though was one of my best friends were standing and yelling at me that i'm fat today... really fun when you're alreadu paranoid over your weight... Yes! Way to go selfasteem boost! So I'm pretty pissed... i dont feel like doing anything exept throwing toms coputer ouf of the window on the tower down to the driveway :3 that's a nice fall of 5-7 meters o: i think it will break right?
I'mma go eat... this fat lady is hungry so stay out of the way!

No more

Give me back those days that I had to cry over you
Give me back those days that I had to miss you
Give me back those days that I had to sit up and wait for you
Give me back those days that I had to spend alone because of you


I'll tell you now
No more crying, I'm done waisting my tears on you
No more missing, I have better things to do
No more waiting, it was already killing me
No more alone, now that I know I can move forward.


But before I leave, please, give me back my shattered heart
You don't deserve to keep the pieces.

Have you ever felt like dying?

Have you ever felt like crying?
Crying so bad that you'll cry until you don't have anymore tears to cry
Have you ever felt like flying?
Flying away so that nobody could catch you or make you do anything
Have you ever felt like lying?
Lying so that they would never know what's really going on inside of you
Have you ever felt like dying?
Dying so that you don't have to feel the pain that runs though your vains
Could you tell me?
Have you ever felt like dying so bad that you've stood on a building looking down at the tiny people so innocently concerned about their own daily problems that they don't have time to look up and notice that there's a person standing on top of a building ready to jump, ready to throw their life away because they cant stand the pain anymore.


Please tell me.... or is it just me?