Whoppie!
My little brother and a guy who i though was one of my best friends were standing and yelling at me that i'm fat today... really fun when you're alreadu paranoid over your weight... Yes! Way to go selfasteem boost! So I'm pretty pissed... i dont feel like doing anything exept throwing toms coputer ouf of the window on the tower down to the driveway :3 that's a nice fall of 5-7 meters o: i think it will break right?
I'mma go eat... this fat lady is hungry so stay out of the way!
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Monday, September 6, 2010
No more
Give me back those days that I had to cry over you
Give me back those days that I had to miss you
Give me back those days that I had to sit up and wait for you
Give me back those days that I had to spend alone because of you
I'll tell you now
No more crying, I'm done waisting my tears on you
No more missing, I have better things to do
No more waiting, it was already killing me
No more alone, now that I know I can move forward.
But before I leave, please, give me back my shattered heart
You don't deserve to keep the pieces.
Give me back those days that I had to miss you
Give me back those days that I had to sit up and wait for you
Give me back those days that I had to spend alone because of you
I'll tell you now
No more crying, I'm done waisting my tears on you
No more missing, I have better things to do
No more waiting, it was already killing me
No more alone, now that I know I can move forward.
But before I leave, please, give me back my shattered heart
You don't deserve to keep the pieces.
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Have you ever felt like dying?
Have you ever felt like crying?
Crying so bad that you'll cry until you don't have anymore tears to cry
Have you ever felt like flying?
Flying away so that nobody could catch you or make you do anything
Have you ever felt like lying?
Lying so that they would never know what's really going on inside of you
Have you ever felt like dying?
Dying so that you don't have to feel the pain that runs though your vains
Could you tell me?
Have you ever felt like dying so bad that you've stood on a building looking down at the tiny people so innocently concerned about their own daily problems that they don't have time to look up and notice that there's a person standing on top of a building ready to jump, ready to throw their life away because they cant stand the pain anymore.
Please tell me.... or is it just me?
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Headache
Woho for headaches!
Nothing fun happened today... woke up around 10, got up, got dress, I'm pretty smexy today if I get to brag :3 and went to school. Had my classes and then went to the buss and went with Abe and Mike and had a good time on the buss, which was in a traffic jam, talking about world of warecraft aka wow (omg i hate that fucking game!)and then i had a walk from the buss stop to mediamarkt where I waited for mom to show up so we could look at a computer. I did find one that I like and I did buy a game (Sims 3 dream job) but they didn't have the computer in stock so that blew up, but i did find it on some other stores so I'll probably go to another store to buy it. :D
and i have a headache... omg the headache o.o and now i think I'll go to bed... I'm so tired... good for me that i don't start school until 2.30 pm tomorrow :3 then I can sleep in~
new addiction btw -> Mad World
Laters~
Nothing fun happened today... woke up around 10, got up, got dress, I'm pretty smexy today if I get to brag :3 and went to school. Had my classes and then went to the buss and went with Abe and Mike and had a good time on the buss, which was in a traffic jam, talking about world of warecraft aka wow (omg i hate that fucking game!)and then i had a walk from the buss stop to mediamarkt where I waited for mom to show up so we could look at a computer. I did find one that I like and I did buy a game (Sims 3 dream job) but they didn't have the computer in stock so that blew up, but i did find it on some other stores so I'll probably go to another store to buy it. :D
and i have a headache... omg the headache o.o and now i think I'll go to bed... I'm so tired... good for me that i don't start school until 2.30 pm tomorrow :3 then I can sleep in~
new addiction btw -> Mad World
Laters~
Monday, August 30, 2010
Not exacktly here
Okay because some people think that it's getting bothersome that I never update my blog, I'll do that right now.
I haven't really felt like writing and I don't really have anything to talk about so I'll just type down random shit that's up right now and if you don't like it well... sucks to be you :]
School started last week how about that... To be honest, I've kinda missed school, it gets you into routine and you have something to do all day and don't have to worry about what you're going to do.
I'm like tired... Always o.o I guess i sleep to much >.> or just have weird sleeping hours but I'm always tired. And you know one thing that keeps nagging the crap out of me? I hate sleeping alone. I noticed this after my cousin slept here for 3 nights, when she was gone I couldn't sleep.
Ugh i need a boyfriend >.>
I haven't really felt like writing and I don't really have anything to talk about so I'll just type down random shit that's up right now and if you don't like it well... sucks to be you :]
School started last week how about that... To be honest, I've kinda missed school, it gets you into routine and you have something to do all day and don't have to worry about what you're going to do.
I'm like tired... Always o.o I guess i sleep to much >.> or just have weird sleeping hours but I'm always tired. And you know one thing that keeps nagging the crap out of me? I hate sleeping alone. I noticed this after my cousin slept here for 3 nights, when she was gone I couldn't sleep.
Ugh i need a boyfriend >.>
Thursday, July 15, 2010
What's your Deadly Sin?
| Greed: | High | |
| Gluttony: | Medium | |
| Wrath: | Very High | |
| Sloth: | High | |
| Envy: | Medium | |
| Lust: | High | |
| Pride: | Very High |
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Monday, June 28, 2010
Day 17
Travemünde –> Stockholm
Okay, so we didn’t get any breakfast on the boat because it was too expensive so we drew for like an hour and then we stopped and got breakfast. Then we had to stop again because everybody had to go to the bathroom. But when we got to the gas station it was unmanned so it wasn’t a bathroom there so we had to go to another place to go to the bathroom, a whole lot driving around for just one rest stop.
Then we drew on, next stop was next to a red lake in Småland. I promise the bottom of the lake was brick red and the water was so nice. I wish I could have dived in and swam for a while but we had to keep going. Next stop was at a motel/restaurant with a really nice salad, I had an ice cream too. Then we drew for a while and listened to the Netherland – Slovakia game on the radio but I fell asleep because nothing happened. Then my dad starts yelling at me that I’ll get a headache if I sleep like that and then I couldn’t sleep anymore.
So that’s it people, I’m home now and if you want to see any pictures from the trip just ask me, I have loads. But I’m not going to upload any of them, I’m too lazy.
Okay, so we didn’t get any breakfast on the boat because it was too expensive so we drew for like an hour and then we stopped and got breakfast. Then we had to stop again because everybody had to go to the bathroom. But when we got to the gas station it was unmanned so it wasn’t a bathroom there so we had to go to another place to go to the bathroom, a whole lot driving around for just one rest stop.
Then we drew on, next stop was next to a red lake in Småland. I promise the bottom of the lake was brick red and the water was so nice. I wish I could have dived in and swam for a while but we had to keep going. Next stop was at a motel/restaurant with a really nice salad, I had an ice cream too. Then we drew for a while and listened to the Netherland – Slovakia game on the radio but I fell asleep because nothing happened. Then my dad starts yelling at me that I’ll get a headache if I sleep like that and then I couldn’t sleep anymore.
So that’s it people, I’m home now and if you want to see any pictures from the trip just ask me, I have loads. But I’m not going to upload any of them, I’m too lazy.
Day 16
Adenau –> Travemünde
Boring day, the only thing that really happened was that we were on a tank museum in Munster. It’s was kind of interesting to see all those old tanks. If you want pictures just send a message to Tom, he has like a 100 pictures from the museum.
That’s pretty much all we did all day, except for sitting in the car all day.
Boring day, the only thing that really happened was that we were on a tank museum in Munster. It’s was kind of interesting to see all those old tanks. If you want pictures just send a message to Tom, he has like a 100 pictures from the museum.
That’s pretty much all we did all day, except for sitting in the car all day.
Day 15
Adenau
Nothing special happened today, we met up with a family friend at an old-timer mc-race and watched old mc that I’m still amazed over how they’re still running. We had lunch there and I got two slushy’s! One with cherry taste and one with blueberry taste, my lips, my teeth and my tongue were blue after that slush, it was so much fun. Then we had dinner with some friends at a really nice place, and the food, I mean my food was so good. I had Norwegian salmon, it was amazingly good. I tell you, I’ve never had so good salmon before. Then back to the hotel bar to have a drink and now to bed. You know what? I’m just going to watch another episode of friends before I hit bed. No I’m not at all addicted to watching friends, I promise!
Nothing special happened today, we met up with a family friend at an old-timer mc-race and watched old mc that I’m still amazed over how they’re still running. We had lunch there and I got two slushy’s! One with cherry taste and one with blueberry taste, my lips, my teeth and my tongue were blue after that slush, it was so much fun. Then we had dinner with some friends at a really nice place, and the food, I mean my food was so good. I had Norwegian salmon, it was amazingly good. I tell you, I’ve never had so good salmon before. Then back to the hotel bar to have a drink and now to bed. You know what? I’m just going to watch another episode of friends before I hit bed. No I’m not at all addicted to watching friends, I promise!
Day 14
Adenau
Have you ever heard of something as stupid as Midsummer Day? Well it’s today and god damn it my mom wanted me to put on a dress! But I sneaked out of it and I and Tom decided to go swimming at the swimming hall here in Adenau, it was really fun and now I’m a little bit more tanned then I was before and my hair looks really blond.
Then we went to the hotel and sat and had lunch with a friend of mom and dad and watched a football match on TV. I can’t remember which teams were playing but anyhow. After that we went back to the room and got ready for a BBQ at a friend’s house, I didn’t eat anything because I had too much to eat at lunch so I was already full. But it was nice, we talked and laughed and listened to great music. When the sun set I got really tired so dad came with me and Tom to the hotel room to let us in because we only have one key so, if we had taken the keys mom and dad wouldn’t have come in. And guess what I did when I was back at the room? I watched some more friends! And then I fell asleep, fun day huh?
Have you ever heard of something as stupid as Midsummer Day? Well it’s today and god damn it my mom wanted me to put on a dress! But I sneaked out of it and I and Tom decided to go swimming at the swimming hall here in Adenau, it was really fun and now I’m a little bit more tanned then I was before and my hair looks really blond.
Then we went to the hotel and sat and had lunch with a friend of mom and dad and watched a football match on TV. I can’t remember which teams were playing but anyhow. After that we went back to the room and got ready for a BBQ at a friend’s house, I didn’t eat anything because I had too much to eat at lunch so I was already full. But it was nice, we talked and laughed and listened to great music. When the sun set I got really tired so dad came with me and Tom to the hotel room to let us in because we only have one key so, if we had taken the keys mom and dad wouldn’t have come in. And guess what I did when I was back at the room? I watched some more friends! And then I fell asleep, fun day huh?
Day 13
Munich –> Adenau
Today was so much fun! First when we got up they went down to get some breakfast and I stayed on the room because I didn’t feel like eating. When they came back my mom had a sandwich for me with nut-cream on, it was so awesome! Then when we had packed our things into the car we went to BMW Welt and the BMW Museum, which was awesome too. They have so much cool things there, I tell you Munich is a shit town but it’s worth going there just to go and see BWM Welt and the museum. And, from the bridge between BMW Welt and the museum you could see the Olympia stadium. It’s a really cool building actually. After the museum we drew to Dachau to see the former concentration camp. I got really sad being there because of its history and that stuff so I didn’t want to go around so much but you should have see the size of that place, oh my god, and can you believe that there were like 200,000 people that had to work and die there just because of the Nazis? It’s sick and I know that there are places like Auschwitz but I haven’t been there so I don’t know how it looks but from the look of Dachau that was one of the first camps so it became a model for how the concentration camps were suppose to look.
After Dachau we headed towards Adenau. We stopped two timed because it’s quite a long trip. At the first stop we had toilet break and bought some chips, at the next stop it was McDonalds and we had dinner. I’ve missed the McFeast so much, yeah I’m crazy but before we left I was in a McFeast hole and I had eaten a lot of McFeast. Then when we finally got to Adenau the receptionist said that they had moved us to another room, or it was actually a apartment with three rooms so me and Tom have separate rooms and mom and dad are staying in the room with the double bed, it’s a really cool apartment.
Then I couldn’t sleep so I watched friends until I fell asleep. Which I know was after 2 o’clock.
Today was so much fun! First when we got up they went down to get some breakfast and I stayed on the room because I didn’t feel like eating. When they came back my mom had a sandwich for me with nut-cream on, it was so awesome! Then when we had packed our things into the car we went to BMW Welt and the BMW Museum, which was awesome too. They have so much cool things there, I tell you Munich is a shit town but it’s worth going there just to go and see BWM Welt and the museum. And, from the bridge between BMW Welt and the museum you could see the Olympia stadium. It’s a really cool building actually. After the museum we drew to Dachau to see the former concentration camp. I got really sad being there because of its history and that stuff so I didn’t want to go around so much but you should have see the size of that place, oh my god, and can you believe that there were like 200,000 people that had to work and die there just because of the Nazis? It’s sick and I know that there are places like Auschwitz but I haven’t been there so I don’t know how it looks but from the look of Dachau that was one of the first camps so it became a model for how the concentration camps were suppose to look.
After Dachau we headed towards Adenau. We stopped two timed because it’s quite a long trip. At the first stop we had toilet break and bought some chips, at the next stop it was McDonalds and we had dinner. I’ve missed the McFeast so much, yeah I’m crazy but before we left I was in a McFeast hole and I had eaten a lot of McFeast. Then when we finally got to Adenau the receptionist said that they had moved us to another room, or it was actually a apartment with three rooms so me and Tom have separate rooms and mom and dad are staying in the room with the double bed, it’s a really cool apartment.
Then I couldn’t sleep so I watched friends until I fell asleep. Which I know was after 2 o’clock.
Day 12
Innsbruck –> Munich
This day started pretty good but ended in disaster!
So, we headed off towards Munich and I got to sit in the front seat! Woho! First and last time ever on this trip… anyhow, it was a really “Schöner Straße” As my dad keep nagging about, and his damn “Gemüse”! I tell you, it’s really getting on my nerves.
When we at last came to Munich we had to drive to 4 different hotels before we decided to go to tourist information because every damn hotel was full. The lady on the tourist information said that they had a family room at a “Gast House” near the Olympia Park, so we said ok. It’s just that when we came to the right address it was a “Jugen Gast House” which is like a hotel for kids under 18 that are on a school trip or something. So both my mom and dad were really disappointed, well, I was disappointed too, I mean who wants to stay at a hotel that looks like the army/a concentration camp? Plus that there were like 10-20 school classes staying there as well so I had to sleep with my ear plugs to get some rest. I didn’t get any rest anyhow because the beds were so damn uncomfortable.
And as the icing on the cake, we had to walk around in like an hour and a half to find a restaurant and when we found one we got an idiot for a waiter. And the food wasn’t that great either. But at the end of dinner we got another waiter and he was funny and kind of cute.
Then we took the subway back to our stop and stopped at a bar and watched the end of the football match between Germany and Ghana. It was a good game and a nice drink and really annoying German football fans.
This day started pretty good but ended in disaster!
So, we headed off towards Munich and I got to sit in the front seat! Woho! First and last time ever on this trip… anyhow, it was a really “Schöner Straße” As my dad keep nagging about, and his damn “Gemüse”! I tell you, it’s really getting on my nerves.
When we at last came to Munich we had to drive to 4 different hotels before we decided to go to tourist information because every damn hotel was full. The lady on the tourist information said that they had a family room at a “Gast House” near the Olympia Park, so we said ok. It’s just that when we came to the right address it was a “Jugen Gast House” which is like a hotel for kids under 18 that are on a school trip or something. So both my mom and dad were really disappointed, well, I was disappointed too, I mean who wants to stay at a hotel that looks like the army/a concentration camp? Plus that there were like 10-20 school classes staying there as well so I had to sleep with my ear plugs to get some rest. I didn’t get any rest anyhow because the beds were so damn uncomfortable.
And as the icing on the cake, we had to walk around in like an hour and a half to find a restaurant and when we found one we got an idiot for a waiter. And the food wasn’t that great either. But at the end of dinner we got another waiter and he was funny and kind of cute.
Then we took the subway back to our stop and stopped at a bar and watched the end of the football match between Germany and Ghana. It was a good game and a nice drink and really annoying German football fans.
Day 11
Venice –> Munich
Okay, so we didn’t get all the way to Munich so we stopped at Innsbruck and stayed there for the night, the hotel was really great, it was an apartment with two rooms so I didn’t have to sleep in the same room as dad, yey! He snores pretty much so. Yeah I don’t want to sleep in the same room as him. The dinner was great too.
So I guess you could say it was a succeeded day. It was nice weather for once too, so the Italian trip wasn’t a total waist, I didn’t get the tan I wanted but I was only out in the sun for like 45 minutes so, it doesn’t count.
Okay, so we didn’t get all the way to Munich so we stopped at Innsbruck and stayed there for the night, the hotel was really great, it was an apartment with two rooms so I didn’t have to sleep in the same room as dad, yey! He snores pretty much so. Yeah I don’t want to sleep in the same room as him. The dinner was great too.
So I guess you could say it was a succeeded day. It was nice weather for once too, so the Italian trip wasn’t a total waist, I didn’t get the tan I wanted but I was only out in the sun for like 45 minutes so, it doesn’t count.
Day 10
Venice
So we took the boat-buss into Venice today, it was pretty nice even though it was raining back and forth all day. I bought a carnival mask and the necklace Arwen gives to Aragon in the fellowship of the ring, Evenstar. It’s so pretty!
The lunch was pretty good too, but it was expensive, I tell you, don’t eat lunch in the middle of Venice while it’s tourist season, but on the other hand, everything was kind of expensive in Venice.
Nothing exiting happened today other then that I had a huge pain in my feet after all that walking.
Oh yeah, and we had a awesome dinner at a Chinese restaurant, that was the best restaurant so far!
So we took the boat-buss into Venice today, it was pretty nice even though it was raining back and forth all day. I bought a carnival mask and the necklace Arwen gives to Aragon in the fellowship of the ring, Evenstar. It’s so pretty!
The lunch was pretty good too, but it was expensive, I tell you, don’t eat lunch in the middle of Venice while it’s tourist season, but on the other hand, everything was kind of expensive in Venice.
Nothing exiting happened today other then that I had a huge pain in my feet after all that walking.
Oh yeah, and we had a awesome dinner at a Chinese restaurant, that was the best restaurant so far!
Day 9
Venice (Lido)
Rain, all fucking day!
How fun do you think it is to be in Italy when it’s raining? Not so much, there’s nothing to do! So when mom, dad and Tom decided to take the car and look at the island I stayed at the hotel and watched Friends. When they came back they decided that we had to eat lunch so I went with them into town and we had pizza and bought some snacks. Then back to the hotel and watching Friends again. Then we had dinner that was really gross and then more Friends and then sleep, fun day in Venice right?
Rain, all fucking day!
How fun do you think it is to be in Italy when it’s raining? Not so much, there’s nothing to do! So when mom, dad and Tom decided to take the car and look at the island I stayed at the hotel and watched Friends. When they came back they decided that we had to eat lunch so I went with them into town and we had pizza and bought some snacks. Then back to the hotel and watching Friends again. Then we had dinner that was really gross and then more Friends and then sleep, fun day in Venice right?
Day 8
Berchstesgaden –> Venice
So we decided not to go to Wien because I and Tom didn’t want to go there. So we drew over the Grossglockner passage and it was 2504 m high and it was snow and +2C, It was fun but scary at the same time because it was misty as hell up there. I and Tom threw snowballs! Then on the way down it wasn’t as misty so it wasn’t that scary, and then we continued towards Venice.
When we got to the ferry that was going to take us to the island where we were going to live called Lido, the weather was really unstable and the clouds were really cool, by the time we got to Lido it was raining.
We drew though all Lido to the hotel that was on the opposite side then the ferry terminal. Then we had dinner and had a little walk to see where we were staying. It’s a really nice island, if it’s not raining.
So we decided not to go to Wien because I and Tom didn’t want to go there. So we drew over the Grossglockner passage and it was 2504 m high and it was snow and +2C, It was fun but scary at the same time because it was misty as hell up there. I and Tom threw snowballs! Then on the way down it wasn’t as misty so it wasn’t that scary, and then we continued towards Venice.
When we got to the ferry that was going to take us to the island where we were going to live called Lido, the weather was really unstable and the clouds were really cool, by the time we got to Lido it was raining.
We drew though all Lido to the hotel that was on the opposite side then the ferry terminal. Then we had dinner and had a little walk to see where we were staying. It’s a really nice island, if it’s not raining.
Day 7
Berchstesgaden
We were up in the Eagles Nest today. It was so awesome although when we came up it was super misty. But after lunch it started to clear up so we could see all the way to Salzburg! Then when we came down again we had to talk back to a cable railway thingy, you know with a cabin where you sit and it takes you up and down? Anyhow, we walked over 13,000 steps that day, I had such sore muscles in my legs when we got back to the room.
We were up in the Eagles Nest today. It was so awesome although when we came up it was super misty. But after lunch it started to clear up so we could see all the way to Salzburg! Then when we came down again we had to talk back to a cable railway thingy, you know with a cabin where you sit and it takes you up and down? Anyhow, we walked over 13,000 steps that day, I had such sore muscles in my legs when we got back to the room.
Day 6
Prague –> Berchstesgaden
Damn it! My stupid little brother wants to go to Berchstesgaden so we’ve pouched forward the Venice trip. The place we stayed in was pretty nice, it was a old house up on a hill or at the wall of a mountain, I don’t really know. But mom, dad and Tom went to eat some dinner and I stayed at the room and watched friends because I didn’t feel so well. Then mom came back and gave me a nuggets burger, it was really nice. And then we slept.
Damn it! My stupid little brother wants to go to Berchstesgaden so we’ve pouched forward the Venice trip. The place we stayed in was pretty nice, it was a old house up on a hill or at the wall of a mountain, I don’t really know. But mom, dad and Tom went to eat some dinner and I stayed at the room and watched friends because I didn’t feel so well. Then mom came back and gave me a nuggets burger, it was really nice. And then we slept.
Day 5
Prague
Okay, so Prague is a boring town, we woke up at like 11, slept for 11 hours which was really nice, and now I’m hells tired so I’m going to head to bed now instead of sit up. We had a private guide today and he was alright although he smoked a lot and made me like, really want to have a cigarette but I managed and I think it’s good because that means that I’ve really quit smoking. After the tour of the city we had like a hour of free time before it was time to head to dinner, so I went to look at some cloths at New Yorker and decided that I have to shop at New Yorker when I get home again. Then we headed to the meeting point and a car picked us up and drew us to the boat where we had a different view of the city and ate really gross food. Back at the hotel I chatted some with my friends and I realized that they don’t have to send me text messages to let me know that they miss me, they can just tell me over msn. So I’m happy again and tomorrow we’re going to Venice.
Okay, so Prague is a boring town, we woke up at like 11, slept for 11 hours which was really nice, and now I’m hells tired so I’m going to head to bed now instead of sit up. We had a private guide today and he was alright although he smoked a lot and made me like, really want to have a cigarette but I managed and I think it’s good because that means that I’ve really quit smoking. After the tour of the city we had like a hour of free time before it was time to head to dinner, so I went to look at some cloths at New Yorker and decided that I have to shop at New Yorker when I get home again. Then we headed to the meeting point and a car picked us up and drew us to the boat where we had a different view of the city and ate really gross food. Back at the hotel I chatted some with my friends and I realized that they don’t have to send me text messages to let me know that they miss me, they can just tell me over msn. So I’m happy again and tomorrow we’re going to Venice.
Day 4
Berlin -> Prague
Okay, so today really sucked. Got in the car around noon and then sat in the car to Dresden and ate and then sat in the car for way to long and finally arrived at Prague at around 7 pm. We relaxed at the hotel for a while and then went to a nearby restaurant to eat. The food was awesome and the service was nice. Our waiter was so cute!
Tom got a text message from a friend today that said that he missed him. I wonder if I’ll get any messages from friends that’ll say that I’m missed back home…
Okay, so today really sucked. Got in the car around noon and then sat in the car to Dresden and ate and then sat in the car for way to long and finally arrived at Prague at around 7 pm. We relaxed at the hotel for a while and then went to a nearby restaurant to eat. The food was awesome and the service was nice. Our waiter was so cute!
Tom got a text message from a friend today that said that he missed him. I wonder if I’ll get any messages from friends that’ll say that I’m missed back home…
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