Back from Germany

Hello people out in the Internet world :]
I were in Germany for 5 days and I was gonna tell you about it but I dont feel like it >.> sowwy :D
Love you<3

The Ultimate spotify test!

This is what you're supose to do: Take the list that you think is best, It must have over 24 tracks and press "shuffle" then press next and enter the song name!


1. How are you today? 
The Things We Owe - Takida

2. Will you get far in life?
Farytale - Alexander Rybak

3. How is school for you? 
Viva Forever - Spice Girls

4. What is your life's theme song? 
Can not Help Falling In Love - A*Teens

5. What is your life story? 
Socker(suger) - Kent

6. What does your future hold? 
The Climb - Miley Cyrus

7. What about your tomorrow? 
Butterfly - Crazy Town

8. What is the best thing about your friends? 
FF - Kent

9. What song describes you best? 
True to Me - Metro Station

10. What is your life like right now? 
Dale - D'Nash

11. Which song will be played at your funeral? 
Fireflies - Owlcity

12. What were you like as a child? 
Halfway Around The World - A * teens

13. Who will you marry? 
Gomenasai - t.A.T.u

14. How does the world look at you? 
Loco - D'Nash

15. What do your friends say about you? 
Pärlor(pearls) - Kent

16. Do people secretly fantasize about you? 
Keep on Moving - Five

17. Will you ever have children? 
So Sick - Ne-yo

18. What song describes the person you are attracted to? 
Monster - Itchy Daze (lolz xD)

19. How you will be recognized by the people? 
See you again - Breathe Carolina

20. What is your philosophy of life? 
Alien - Tokio Hotel

21. What do your parents think about you? 
Dom Andra(The others) - Kent

22. Do others think that you are attractive? 
Duett - Kent

23. What will you say when you break up with someone? 
Goodbye - Miley Cyrus

24. What do you think about sex? 
Hollow Years - Dream Theater






I'm sorry, but I was bored :3

Anger

Have you ever been so mad at someone that you felt like kinging the crap out of them? I know I have... It's not a pleasant feeling right? Have you ever been so mad at a friend that you felt like kicking the crap out of them? I am. And that's a even worse feeling. That you know that you've told them that you've been hurt before and then they go and hurt you the exact same way... It's just not something you do... Not to a friend... Right? I've always thought that friends listen to each other and take in what they say and try their hardest to help them out of difficult situations... No put them back in the same situation that they've been avoiding... It's not something a friend do. And that means that that friend is not a friend anymore.
I was so mad that i almost couldn't hold my tears back. It was so hard that when I got out of sight from a crowd I felt like hitting something. My knuckles were white when I got back home.
No way I'm forgiving this one in a long time... I don't know if i can trust my friends anymore. I don't know what I can tell them and what I can't. They might use it against me some day...
I don't want to get hurt like this again... That's all I know... So I think I'm going to have a hard time opening up to someone again...

Pain

You would not belive the pain I'm in right now...
Please... 
Make it go away...
The pain is riping me apart from the inside...
Please...
Make it go away...
You have to save me from this awful pain...
Please... 
Make it go away... 
You could never imagine the pain I'm in... 
Please...
Make it go away...
I cant take this any longer...

100 truths about me.

LATEST:
Drink:  Fanta Exotic
Phone call: Mom
SMS: Sebbe
Song you listened to:  Forget my Name – New Found Glory
Time you cried: Can’t remember…

HAVE YOU EVER:
"Dated" someone twice: No, but once. And he’s still nagging me about the second one. D:
Had someone cheating on you: I rather not think about it…
Been in love? I’m not sure.
Lost a special person: Yes.
Been depressed: For a very long time…
Been so tired that you fell asleep sitting up: Indeed I have. :P

YOUR THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
Color 1: Blue
Color 2: Purple
Color 3: Lime Green

THIS YEAR YOU HAVE:
Got to know a new friend: A lot of them.
Had your heart broken: No.
Laughed so that you have started to cry: Yup, many times.
Met someone who changed your life: Yuch :D
Realize who your true friends are: I still don’t know what a true
friend is. I think all my friends are true friends. 
Found out that someone has talked about you: Yeh :s People tend to talk about me a lot :3
Kissed a friend: No I don’t think so. 

MIXED:
How many of your MSN buddies, have you met: Almost all of them.
How many children do you have: none?
Do you have any pets: Nope.
Want to change your name: Sometimes. But I like my nicknames so I’m fairly happy with my name
What did you do during your last birthday: I opened presents and went to
school and then I got home, then I went to ensemble and then my dad came
and picked me up and we went shoping for some groceries and then we
picked up sushi and ate at home and then I packed a bag and then I went
to sleep. Oh yeah I was some on the net talking to a lot of friends too
:D
What time you woke up today: I think I woke up around 7.
What did you do yesterday around midnight: Slept? :]
Something that you yearn for: You…
Last time you saw your dad: This morning.
One thing you would like to change about your life: I really don’t know what I would change atm, I’m pretty
happy with who I am right now.
What are you listening to right now: My annoying teacher.
Have you ever talked to a person named Jens: I have.
What makes you irritated right now: That I miss someone that I don’t think I’ll be able to meet for a long time.
What is your name: Isabelle
Single / Busy: Single
Star sign: Taurus
Boy or girl: I’m not a girl, not yet a woman.
Elementary School: Hässleby Villastads skola and Spånga Gymnasium och Grundskola
High School: Kunskaps Gymnasiet I Kista + IT-gymnasiet Sundbyberg. 
College: -
Hair: Blond.
Long or short: Fairly Long.
Length: 163cm (5’3ft).
What do you like about yourself: That I’m almost always happy and
I love my stubbornness :]
Piercings: Ears
Tattoos: No
Right or left: Right. 

YOUR FIRST:
Operation: -
Piercings: Right and Left ear
Tattoo: -
Best friend: Well... I don’t know. I have a lot of best friends.
Sport you played: If swimming counts as a sport then Swimming, if not then…
Basketball/Football/Tennis
Pets: -
Vaccination you remember: Tetanus vaccination
Concert: Robert Broberg
Love: Good question.
Alcohol you drank: Cider 

RIGHT NOW:
Do you eat: My tongue.
Do you drink: My saliva.
Are you going to do: Work on my school project.
Are you listening to: Tokyo Plastic.
You’re Awaiting: The weekend. 

YOUR FUTURE:
Want children: Maybe
Will you marry: I don’t think so.
Careers in mind: Actress or Musician.

WHAT’S THE BEST ABOUT THE OPOSIT SEX?
Lips or eyes: Eyes.
Hugs or kisses: Hugs
Shorter or longer: Much Longer
Romantic or spontaneous: Both
Nice stomach or nice arms: Both :3
Tattoos or piercings: I don’t know.
Sensitive or not: Something in between.
Flirt or relationship: None
Troublemaker or hesitant: A bit of a troublemaker but not too much. 

HAVE YOU EVER:
Kissed a stranger: No.
Lost glasses or contact lenses: No.
Had sex on the first "date": No.
Broken someone's heart: I hope not, but I think so.
Have you been arrested: No.
Dumped someone: Yes.
Liked your friend (as more than a friend): Yeh.

DO YOU BELIVE IN:
Yourself: Not always, but I have my moments
Miracle: Maybe, if I see one.
Love at first sight: Yes.
Heaven: No.
Santa: No.
Kissing on a first date: Maybe, depending on the person. Kissing is nice :3
Angels: I know some angels so yes. 


ANSWER HONESTLY:
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at the same time: Maybe in kinder garden but I think that’s okay. But no I haven’t.
Do you think it’s possible to remain faithful through life: Yes. If you can find that right person.
What can you really not live without: My friends and my family.
What so many do not know about you? That I can be really shy in real life but I can be
really straight forward online.

Back

And I'm back from Göteborg. I really love being in Göteborg, everybody's so nice. Like we say in Sweden, "Go'a Gla'a Göreborg" And everytime I leave I wish i could stay.
So MC-live... I don't think the event at Barkarby will be as good as the one in Göteborg because the people we worked with in Göteborg are so much more awesome then the ones in Stockholm.
But, the one thing i didn't like about the event in Göteborg was the damn sun! I've got a really wired sunburn and my mom said that I look like a penguin.
Anyhow take care people :]
Kisses

Göteborg

Going to Göteborg today :3
I've been longing the hole week for this! It's been so long seinse i was there o: 
Anyhow, Just wanted to give a update. I may update again when i get back. Just to let you know what was going on in Göteborg :]

Kisses

I Love Him

The feeling of incompleteness when he's far away.
The feeling of heaven every time he smiles.
The feeling of a iron lump in my throat every time he looks at me.
The feeling of melting every time he says my name.
The feeling of dying every time I see him and I remember that I can't touch him even if i try.

Haircut

I haffta cut my hair o.o and i have NO idea how to cut it O.O help? :3

Sick

uuh :[
I'm sick D: And I wanna die... I feel like hell and my head is spinning and is going to explode any minute. Just so you know. I want ice cream. o.o

Kisses

Tired

No real food since Friday lunch...  I'm not feeling so well...

Kisses

Poop

My head hurts and I haven't felt like writing anything lately. You thought i'd let you know that i'm still alive :]

Kisses

Soul-mate

Do you believe in soul-mates? I do. And I don't think that you can always find your soul-mate because they may live abroad, or they may already be gone, or somebody accidentally took your soul-mate before you did. And that means that there could be allot of people without soul-mates everywhere. I don't think that you'll know when you find your soul-mate before it's to late. And... Some people never find their soul-mates and some people have more then one. But all in all, I think everybody has at least one. 
I have a soul-mate. She's my cousin and I love her more then life. I honestly don't know what i would do without her. She really helped me through a really rough time in my life when I didn't want anything more then to just disappear.
Have you ever felt like just disappear? Yeah, I think almost everybody have felt that way sometime. And I think it's a natural part of life. I can still feel like disappearing some times. But then I think to myself and realice that there are people around me that I love who love me too and they would be really sad and hurt if I disappeared. I wouldn't want to hurt them.

So, think twice before you do something that you really wouldn't want to do.

Kisses

Relationships

(6.40pm) Hey everybody. Can somebody tell me why it's so hard with relationships? I don't know but my boyfriend practically lives here. And i don't want to feel this way but I'm really starting to get pissed of at everything he does. It's really sad if you ask me, because I really love him and I don't want to get tired of him and we'd brake up because of that. So we've decided that he should spend some more time at his place so that we can get some space and just do what ever we like.
Anyhow... I just wanted to get it down and just get it of my chest. I know you're not suppose to talk about your ex with you partner so I'm just going to do that here instated. One of my exes lived like 2h away from where I live and he felt that it took to much time to travel so he asked my parents if it was alright for him to stay with us. And they said okay. So, we were together for like 5 months and then I went abroad for 2 weeks and when I came back, he was like, a hole different person. I had no idea what happened. And like 1½ months later we broke up. And I don't really know why. And this was like... 2 years ago. And I still don't know why we broke up. And if I guess I'd say that we weren't  apart so much so when I went abroad, the love died. Or, my other theory, because here's the thing. When my ex broke up with me, he said "I want to be my own". And like, 2 weeks after we broke up, he was fooling around with another girl, so my theory is that he'd already been with here for those 1½ months and they had a fling when I was abroad. I'm just saying it could be a possibility, I don't know if that's the deal but, it makes it easier to forget about him.
So yeah, I know that you'll get tired of each other if you're together to much.

Anyway, desire is an understated feeling, and who doesn't like the feeling when you've been away from your partner a longer time and then get to see them again? I know I really like that feeling.

Kisses! (7.05pm)

New pictures :D

(3.45pm) Yey! I haven't taken a single picture of me fore like... a year or something. And now i have :D Yey me! (aren't I cute? :3)
So, i was out shoveling snow on my driveway. and... I really hope it stops snowing soon. I hate shoveling snow u_u
My brother would say that it's him doing all the work but he's using a snow thrower thingy and he just has to walk behind it. And I had to brush the snow of mom and dads car! And I'm kinda short (163 cm/5.3ft) so i can't really reach up on the roof of the car. Sometimes I really hate being short <_< but anyway.
I, like every other girl, like tall guys. And then i don't mean like, a bit taller then me I mean like a guy who's 6.3ft or something like that.
"What kind of homosexual sucks penis? That's dumb"
Anyway... (4.30pm) I took a coffee and a oats ball and watched some Olympic Games. I don't know what else to write...

Kisses

What's on your mind?

(10.50 pm) okay, this has been a bloging day. I just feel like writing down everything. Or, i actually feel like sitting down and talk to the world. But as allot of you might know, that's kind of hard. Especially when you have an annoying little brother and a boyfriend that has grown roots in your room.

Well i have Swifty so I'm good. He's really amazing, neither my brother or my boyfriend like him, I really wonder why because I think he's really funny. And, he's so... I don't know... He's not really cute but not extremely hot either, he's like... Not that guy you want to be friends with because he's so awesome but not that cute that you'd want to date him hand he's not that guy every girl run after and just drool on. Because he isn't that hot. He's just amazing. I don't really know how to describe him really. Any how, there's a link at the bottom of the post to a awesome video he's made and he's just... I could watch that video a 1000 times because he's so sexy :3

Okay, yes. I like him, do you have a problem?

Another thing is D'Nash. You remember them? Well I guess you'd only remember them if you live in Europe and are interested in the Eurovision Song Contest. They represented Spain in 2007 with "I love you mi vida" I've just recently started listening to them and I realized that they've done a cover on a Swedish song called "Amanda". And I wasn't a really big fan of the original song, but D'Nash's version of "Amanda" is so fucking good. I could listen to it all day! I just feel so happy when I listen to it. And, seince there's a Swedish version i know what they're singing about. Yeah i forgot to tell you right...? All of D'Nash's songs are in Spaninsh. And I have a thing for Spanish... You could blame a friend of mine for that. Lolz, I think He knows who I'm talking about :D Love you.

Ehm... So any ways... Damn I've been writing allot haven't I? And... I could write the hole night... Time... 11.00 pm.

I have to beg your pardon... Because all I can think about right now is Mat... if you'd feel like checking him out there's links to both his YouTube account at the bottom of the post.
Have you ever fallen in love with a... say a Artist or a actor/actress? I know I have. I'm not going to name any names because I know allot of you will judge me because of who i was in love with and I don't feel like being judged because of something so ridiculous. You could ask me, but don't be so sure I'd give you an honest answer.
It's just me to fall for every guy I see. Take Mat for example. I really like him. And, if I'd ever get the chance... Nevermind... xD

Okay, I'm really tired and I don't want to make such a long post.

Take care everybody. Love you! (11.30 pm)

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