...No...No...No...

no... no i dont really want to... Sorry...

Dreams do come true.... right?

...she can't look at him so she keeps staring at the ground feeling her cheeks heat up. Suddenly she feels his firm but gentle hand lift her head up so they're facing each other and only for a second that feels like a whole eternity a jolt shoots through her body as their lips barely meet. He begins to pull away but she throws her arms around his neck before he can stand again and pull him into a deep passionate kiss. Everything around her disappear and she only feels his lips pressed against hers and his arms warped around her waist...
...as she starts to breath regular again she feels the pouring rain on her bare arms and she starts to shiver in his arms. She looks up at him and their eyes meet as he wraps his arms tighter around her. He kisses her forehead and quietly whispers "I love you". Her cheeks starts to heat up more and he smiles that smile worth dying for. He softly kissed her blushing cheeks and then her trembling lips. She closes her eyes and wish with all her might that this moment will last forever...

Would you...?

What would you do if i lied on my bed crying?
Would you hold me and tell me everything will be alright?
What would you do if i hurt myself?
Would you stop me and tell me that i'm being stupid?
What would you do if i told you to kill me?
Would you refuse and tell me there's no chance in hell?
What would you do if i really wanted to die?
Would you force me to keep on living, tell me that there's a point in living and be by my side, watching over me so that i wont do anything stupid?
Or would you simply just turn around like you never knew me because you have your own problems to deal with?
Or maybe you'd tell me to keep on living because you cant live without me.
I wouldn't dare to kill you... because i love you to much... and i want to be with you every second of every day... and when we're apart i'd miss you with every fiber in my body...
Is it wrong to think the world would be better without me here?
There's so many questions... and i got no answers...
I just know that i'll keep on living, because i'm afraid of what i might miss... i want to set an example for the next generation to follow... and if i give up on my life now... they wouldn't have anything to follow...
It's hard being far away from you... it's hard to know that you're with someone ells in staid of me... Because i want to be with you so bad...
Then again... am i really good enough for you...? i wonder...
would you love me... like i love you... if you knew...